Archive | July 2015

Because maybe

Maybe it is time for me to ask all the questions ~ Maybe after all this time you won’t feel obliged to give sugary dishonest answers

If only you knew how the anger is killing me

If only you knew what you’ve really and truly done to me

I don’t care what you did anymore I just want clarity

Because I’m trying to keep my pride but breaking up inside

I can’t make sense of how your heart just stopped

How you’ve never felt the truth would set me free

I’m still waiting for that penny to drop

Because I can’t stomach your cruelty – what a dangerous combination such a pretty face and ugly heart can be

What I want to know is if my healing will come from your answers. . . Because if not then I will sit with this sadness and confusion til it runs its course

Silence is power, I thought I knew that for sure but in my own intimate power struggle

I am tortured once more

Because l’m damaged. I’m holding onto so much pain

So deeply wounded I don’t feel like I will ever recognise myself again

Because maybe you changed me

Maybe it is time for me to ask all the questions ~ Maybe after all this time you won’t feel obliged to give sugary dishonest answers

If only you knew how the anger is killing me

If only you knew what you’ve really and truly done to me

Because I don’t care what you did anymore ~ Maybe I just need  some clarity

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